It is once again Monday.
Anyone feeling the blues?

Sometimes I can't fathom myself.
I mean...perhaps ownself is one of the hardest person around to understand.
Before you d-uh me,think about it.

Do you really understand yourself?
Can you always find a reason for all your actions and thoughts?

For my instance,more often than not I cant really understand why am I angry over some of the things Jason did.
If it goes to prove that I really care for him,then why do I really treat him like dirt sometimes?
(Confessions of the dirt c8t*)

For another of mine instance,I always feel that I wanna achieve something.I wanna be the happy,independent chick of this society.But I am hardly pushing myself to achieve any.

So what's wrong,what's wrong now?

Do you find yourself relating to me?In one way or another.

Examples:

You hate your boy/gal friend for 'abusing' you and you long to leave him/her,only to really find yourself sticking to him/her in the end.
Can you understand why are you doing this to yourself?

You dont really like this design,yet you buy it coz you have been wanting something like that.(despite it's not really that kinda design you want but you decided to make do.)
Can you understand why cant you resist that kinda temptation?(when deep inside,you really know you can)

You sit down and think about life.
Can you understand why are you sitting there,wasting time to think rather than really aking actions to do it?


You can be a good adviser and conversationalist for others' woes and cries.
But when you run into the same problems,you just cant yourself being able to execute the actions.
Can you understand why you then decide to write to Aunt Agony or call the Samaritans hotline,when it is really the same problem that you forked out advise for others?

You are uncomfortable when your bf/gf checks out the other attractive being on the streets openly,but you are actually doing the same thing and yet think your partner is just being silly/possesive when he/she is unhappy.
Can you understand why you are unable to practice what you preach?
(not only for this but most of the things in life.)

You cant think of a reason why people can be so scum-ish and yet this comes from someone who vents his/her frustrations faced outside to someone closer(maybe your family members or bf/gf)
Can you understand why you have such an undesirable behaviour?

For crying out loud,you just think you are right in everything you said.
You are old enough to make your decisions,old enough to justify for the things you do,old enough to decide what's right and wrong you do...and so you think you are old enough to think you are always right.

Despite knowing you are wrong in a way,you choose to believe that you are right.

Refuse to lay down.
Refuse to admit.
Refuse to bow.
Refuse to meow.(...meow?)

Hehz.

Do you understand yourself?

"How can others understand you when you cant understand youself?"

Oh..spare me from the cliche.

You think you understand me.
I think I understand you.
Do you really?
Do I really?

Do we understand ourselves in the first place?

Disclaimer*If you think this is a dumb piece of blog,it really is.Coz I dont understand what am I typing as well.Oh well...Does it matter?*